Moving

So I'm moving probably tomorrow. Two hours away from where I live now. I know in reality that's not that far because I'm still in state and somewhat close, but it's too far for me. I hate being so depressing and sad on my blog, but I am sick of being fake and I feel I can be real here. I really really don't want to move. It literally sucks. The only problem is, it's the right thing to do. I am just really going to miss all of my friends. It also is going to be hard not really knowing anyone. That is scary. I will try and make the best of everything though. It should also be fun. I am kind of excited to meet new people, and also to try and start a new life. I hope everything works out.

Questions

Why does everything happen the way it does?
Why do I like to get hurt so much?
Why do people like to hurt me so much?
What is the point?
Why do I love someone who hurts me so much with all of my heart?
Why can I not just let him go??
Why me?
Why do I have to get so attatched to people when everytime I do I get hurt?
Why don't I learn?
When will it end?
Would the best solution be the final solution? The solution to end all solutions?
Why does everyone I love seem to leave me in the end?
When will I be happy??